January

Teljes mű / Kész

January came along with the Aquarius

The Truth in all his majesty and glorious

teaching me to stand the painful suffering

opening the true value to everything .

 

I loudly questioned them of having sense

I told them all my plans for something else

but dreams I dreamed so every now and then

have died in me to make me who I am .

With all my senses that were bound to flesh

ruling over me to feed them with my cash

I used to be so selfish and afraid and weak

I thought that Life is always what i seek

I was complaining about painful suffering

I felt betrayed by God who promised everything

I didn't want the cross that pulled me out of mud

it can't be me for whom they brought it up !

By now I couldn't trade The Truth for dreams

for all the fortune - or whatever that means,

even if on narrow paths my ways go through

The Truth will stay - and show me what to do.

I am alive yet to this world - i stand my place

when tempted at the temple - i look into his face

tempted in the desert - i do not shout for bread

for if I live in Christ - i never will be dead.